It's been a strange day. I had nice plans for the daylight and photos but I got really sad about my mom at some point before leaving; alot of people tell me I shouldnt go out and do things when I get really upset about her but I think I'd rather spend the day outside around nature when I think of her than I would sit in a dark room. Still, I think these photos came out sad, I was too lazy to manually focus many of them & I couldnt look up at the camera much & finally just stopped and sat on the walkway and watched joggers. I've been afraid of changing because I built my life around you. I collected alot of flowers and pressed them in the pages of Oscar Wilde. I wish we could keep moments that way & revisit them anytime we wished.